Crazy Life

Things are getting really crazy right now. Steve is home which has been such a blessing. I missed him so much but its all over now and I have him forever. We have been spending lots of time together. I took off work for a few weeks but this weekend I am going back to work. Steve got a job in VA so we will be moving shortly in a few months. Not sure where and when exactly yet but I will give you all the information when I figure it out. Unfortunately I am still in school until May so I will have to quit my job and commute. I can stay at my parents during the weekdays for classes adn my internship and then go home on the weekends. It wil suck but it wont be for long. This semester is over Dec 18 and classes dont start up again till Jan 18. Then I graduate May7th. It will totally be worth it in the end. Steve is way excited for the new job and we are both ready to start a new chapter in our life together. Living in Shippensburg, pa is getting very old and boring haha. Once I am done school then I will go back to working/ starting my career which is awesome. I am so tired of school. I cant wait until i have a life again. It will be so nice to see my Hubby on a regular basis where we dont have to take off work to see each other. On top of that, we are going to finally go on our honeymoon cruise in Jan for a week so we are very excited to get away on a vacation. It is very much needed and we will def. need it by Jan. Well thats it for now. I will try to keep everyone posted on whats new!!

It has been a long time since i posted. Life has been busy which is good for me. Grad school has been pretty busy. I have three classes done from summer classes and now my new semester has begun. The best part about life right now is that Steve finally got in the states on sat and should be home in a few days. I am def. way excited that i have trouble sleeping. Well i am gonna get going I just wanted to inform everyone as to whats going on.

I thought I would leave a quick post letting everyone know how things are going. Only 117 days until steve gets to come home and I am so excited. I just booked a cruise for me and him to go on in January and we are excited to get away. School is going good but it keeps me very busy. Its so strange to be almost done for good. A few days ago I got in a Bike accident but it wasnt bad. I just have four nasty bruises and they will eventually go away. It was really embarassing but istill got back on the bike to bring it home. Needless to say I was done riding for the day. But i will get back on shortly again. I need to practice some more with my riding. Jessica graduates in a few weeks which is exciting for her and scary for me. I feel like i am getting so old now. haha. It will be fun to see family though and to watch her graduate. She will be going to the local community college, where i went for two and half years. It will be a good start for her and i think she will really enjoy herself. Other then that my life is pretty boring. I am just working and going to school which is very busy for me.

Ok so it has really been a long time since i wrote on here. Things have been pretty busy for me. I finally graduated this past saturday and i start grad school in a week from monday. I am pretty excited. Graduation was awesome however it was hard not having Steve there. He was pretty bummed that he couldnt be there. My parents, Brittany mike and the boys, Becci Rylee and her boyfriend, chad, jessica, Steves parents and sisters all came up for the event so i had a pretty big crowd. The weather was perfect and it was just awesome. Only like 130 more days until Steve gets to come home. I can not wait. I miss him so so much. I have been working alot more since school ended but once it starts back up i wont be working as much again. Only one more year and i am done for good. Well i am going to bed but i will try to keep up with the blog more haha

Update

Things are going pretty good here I guess. Time is starting to fly by alot faster and i have about four more weeks after tomorrow left for my internship. It will be nice once i can get a break. The meds still are not helping, in fact my sleep patterns have been worse for the past few days. I feel so tired all the time and i have no energy. I dont think the meds are gonna work for me but i have to give them atleast andother week to see. Even the sleeping pills dont work. Steve seems to be doing better. I get to talk to him alot more now which is helpful. And it makes my day just to hear his voice....even if its only for a few minutes. My life is pretty crazy... i have been working about 65 hour weeks and its wearing down on me so i am going to start working less hours so that i can rest up. Other then that there really is no other news.

Grad School

So It has been a while since i wrote on here. A few things have happened. First and most exciting....I got into Grad School and not just grad school but the advanced staning grad school which means only one year left and im done!!! I am totally excited. Steve sent me beautiful flowers to congratulate me and that was pretty sweet. Last week was spring break week so i got to spend a lot of time with Brittany, Mike and the two adorable boys. It was alot of fun!! I went to the doctors finally and im now on meds that will hopefully help me with everything. It will take like 4 to 6 weeks to kick in tho. Steve is doing alright but i worry about him all the time. Hes not sleeping good and he just seems distant at times. Its now down to 193 days till he comes home and i can not wait at all. I feel like im so busy all the time that i cant sit down to just breath. And at night im so tired but no matter what i do i cant fall asleep. I have sleeping pills but i can only take them if i have 8 hours to sleep so they will only help sometimes. Well i think im gonna go try to sleep again.

Terrified

Ok so I found out today that a soldier in Steve's brigade was killed the other day. He was shot off base. The man was only 32 years old and left a wife and three children. These men have only been there for a month and one has already been killed. I am terrified that something will happen to Steve. I pray each day that I dont have 2 men in uniform at my door to give me bad news. I dont know what im going to do if something happens to him. He is my life. Hes not doing too well at all. He's not sleeping well and he has bad dreams. This mans death has us both freaked out. His deployment is almost half way done and I just want it to be over so bad. I want him home so bad. I miss him and I need him. Why cant everything just be over and this war be over. I hate this whole thing. I am so scared and I dont know what to do.