Saturday, November 22, 2008

Ready for Tuesday

So i can not wait until Tuesday!! I will have mostly all of my schoolwork done by then. I have one class from 12:30 to 1:45 and then I'm off to my sister Brittany's house to spend a few nights. I am really excited to be able to spend some time with my nephews. They are so adorable and i don't get to see them enough. It will be a great few days. Plus Thursday is Thanksgiving (if you didn't already know haha) and my family will be at Brittay's too. Even my cousin, her husband and their little ones. It will be a blast. I am so excited because i need to be able to just go have some family time and get away from Ship. Then after next weekend is over I will only have a week left of classes and then finals which is awesome!! Once finals are done i will be up to only waiting 11 more days for Steve. So i just hope it goes by fast so he can come home....YAY!! Alright well i have to go get ready for work.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Aweful day

Ok so today was pretty calm and easy until wokr. A few of the girls invited me to go out to eat after work so i was excited to go out for once.... i really needed it. I drove to dennys and they past right by me. They never came to dennys. I finally realized that they were never going and they were playing some mean trick on me..... pretty crappy huh?? Well needless to say i feel pretty crappy so they achieved what they wanted to. It really sucks cuz right now i could really use the friends and honestly i feel like i have none...My best friend just had a baby and so she is busy enough but i am starting to realize that people i thought were friends really arnt. I hate Shippensburg and i am starting to think its a bad idea for me to stay here for another year. I think that after i graduate in May i am going to move back home and just work. Once Steve gets home we will move and then i will go back to get my Masters. I hate being here. I have noone here and nothing going for me. I have so many up and down days. I love Steve and I will wait forever for him if i have to. Its just really hard and it never fails that once everything seems ok it gets bad again. I get so emotional over stupid things because i am so stressed out all the time. I think living alone is starting to make me crazy.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

One Paper Down

Ok so i totally got my big paper done today which makes me feel soooo good. It was really stressing me out. I have one paper down now and only four more to go with two presentations. It sounds like alot and it is but its not too bad. I am hoping to get atleast two of the papers done and one of the presentations if not more by tuesday. After class on tuesday i am heading off to brittany's for a few nights to ang out with her and the boys. I am so excited because i never get to spend time like that with them and its pretty cool. theres only 2 more weeks of classes now before finals and that means its getting closer to christmas. Its only 33 days and a wake up until hes back. We both are getting very excited. It has been hard and i worry about the nine months that he will be gone after christmas. We will see what happens

Friday, November 14, 2008

Things are finally getting better

Ok so Yesterday was a great day. The first day that finally went good since Steve has been gone. I got accepted for my internship next semester which was so awesome. Then Steve moved from Mississippi to Louisiana. Rumor was that he wouldnt get phone service but he does so i am blessed with that. And then i had a great night at work. My stress level is way down and i am so glad for tha. Its not much longer till Steve gets to come home. Only about 39 days which is so exciting. I can not wait. Things are starting to turn around and I am thrilled. I also have a new nephew and he is so adorable. I am blessed with such handsome nephews and a beautiful niece. They are so wonderful. I learned that i really need to start relaxing more. I am just really glad that my mood has changed because i was pretty bad there for a while.