Lonely

It has been a while since i have gotten on here. I have been busy with school and work. It has been very lonely without steve. I knew it woul be hard but i didnt think it would be this hard. I am excited however because i didnt think i would see him again till christmas. But fortunitely the military is holding a picnic so friday i get to see him for a few hours. I am relly excited to see him however it is going to be hard to say goodbye again. I just pray that the next few months go by fast. So far it has been slow and its not fun. I can barely sleep at night and im exausted everyday.

One Week to go

So Steve gets to come home in a week but only for a few days. I am so excited. I miss him so much. It is so hard to sleep with him gone and i hate being here alone. I hate this so much.... I just want everything to be over. Things arnt the same without him. Hes my world and my life and without him here theres nothing.

Steve Left Today

So Steve left this morning for his unit for a few weeks. We still dont know if he will have leave before he fly's to Mississippi on the 20th. I am praying that he gets to come home... even if its only for a few days. I am having a really hard time with everything already, but i am trying to be strong for him. I don't know how the next year will go for me and steve. I am hoping it goes by fast so that everything can be over. I just want him back home.

Last Week

So things have been going really good. We have been really busy with everything and classes are just starting now on top of everything else. It is Steves last week till he has to go to his unit. So far all we know is that he has orders to be at his unit on sept. 2nd untill the 18 and then he has to report to Mississippi till late december. He will only be back for a few days and then hes off overseas. So were now down to his last week. I am having a hard time with it but i am trying to stay strong with everything. It really sucks that he has to go, especially so soon. I just hope he gets to come home sooner than later. Were going to Baltimore on friday for a romantic getaway before he has to leave and we got a really nice hotel. We are pretty excited for our getaway. I will post photos of the wedding on here as soon as i can figure out how to. I might have to get help from Brittany.

Married Life

So its now been 8 days since we got married. Our Wedding was so wonderful and better than I thought it would be. Things are going great and we ad a ton of fun on our honeymoon to Harrisburg and Hershey Park. Now were back to working a lot again. After this week we are both taking off work till Steve has to leave for his Unit. He is suppose to come back the 14th of sept. and then leave for Mississippi on the 18th. Rumor has it now that he may not be back after the 2nd so i am a little upset about that. Other then that we have no idea what is going on. We have not heard any other news. Its very hard not knowing what is going on and i am very upset with everything. I just hope hes not gone longer than a year. I really hope hes only gone a few months. I can not wait till hes out of the military.

2 days away

It is now only two days away until our wedding. Things are getting more stressful then I had thought they would. Im trying to stay calm but its hard. So many people are asking questions and calling me and i feel like i cant breath. I can barely sleep at night. Last night i didnt fall asleep till after midnight and i woke up at 7:30. I hope i am not tired for the dinner tom. nite. Well off to clean and set stuff up...more planning.

4 DAYS

Ok so only four more days till the wedding. I am getting so freakin excited. I cant wait to wear my dress lol. Things have been real busy with planning, work and my class. I will be so happy when sat. comes. Then we will be off to harrisburg for a few nights which will be nice to get away. well steve is not feeling too hot so i am going to go make him feel better.