Lonely

It has been a while since i have gotten on here. I have been busy with school and work. It has been very lonely without steve. I knew it woul be hard but i didnt think it would be this hard. I am excited however because i didnt think i would see him again till christmas. But fortunitely the military is holding a picnic so friday i get to see him for a few hours. I am relly excited to see him however it is going to be hard to say goodbye again. I just pray that the next few months go by fast. So far it has been slow and its not fun. I can barely sleep at night and im exausted everyday.