Update

Things are going pretty good here I guess. Time is starting to fly by alot faster and i have about four more weeks after tomorrow left for my internship. It will be nice once i can get a break. The meds still are not helping, in fact my sleep patterns have been worse for the past few days. I feel so tired all the time and i have no energy. I dont think the meds are gonna work for me but i have to give them atleast andother week to see. Even the sleeping pills dont work. Steve seems to be doing better. I get to talk to him alot more now which is helpful. And it makes my day just to hear his voice....even if its only for a few minutes. My life is pretty crazy... i have been working about 65 hour weeks and its wearing down on me so i am going to start working less hours so that i can rest up. Other then that there really is no other news.

Grad School

So It has been a while since i wrote on here. A few things have happened. First and most exciting....I got into Grad School and not just grad school but the advanced staning grad school which means only one year left and im done!!! I am totally excited. Steve sent me beautiful flowers to congratulate me and that was pretty sweet. Last week was spring break week so i got to spend a lot of time with Brittany, Mike and the two adorable boys. It was alot of fun!! I went to the doctors finally and im now on meds that will hopefully help me with everything. It will take like 4 to 6 weeks to kick in tho. Steve is doing alright but i worry about him all the time. Hes not sleeping good and he just seems distant at times. Its now down to 193 days till he comes home and i can not wait at all. I feel like im so busy all the time that i cant sit down to just breath. And at night im so tired but no matter what i do i cant fall asleep. I have sleeping pills but i can only take them if i have 8 hours to sleep so they will only help sometimes. Well i think im gonna go try to sleep again.