Lonely

It has been a while since i have gotten on here. I have been busy with school and work. It has been very lonely without steve. I knew it woul be hard but i didnt think it would be this hard. I am excited however because i didnt think i would see him again till christmas. But fortunitely the military is holding a picnic so friday i get to see him for a few hours. I am relly excited to see him however it is going to be hard to say goodbye again. I just pray that the next few months go by fast. So far it has been slow and its not fun. I can barely sleep at night and im exausted everyday.

One Week to go

So Steve gets to come home in a week but only for a few days. I am so excited. I miss him so much. It is so hard to sleep with him gone and i hate being here alone. I hate this so much.... I just want everything to be over. Things arnt the same without him. Hes my world and my life and without him here theres nothing.

Steve Left Today

So Steve left this morning for his unit for a few weeks. We still dont know if he will have leave before he fly's to Mississippi on the 20th. I am praying that he gets to come home... even if its only for a few days. I am having a really hard time with everything already, but i am trying to be strong for him. I don't know how the next year will go for me and steve. I am hoping it goes by fast so that everything can be over. I just want him back home.