One Paper Down

Ok so i totally got my big paper done today which makes me feel soooo good. It was really stressing me out. I have one paper down now and only four more to go with two presentations. It sounds like alot and it is but its not too bad. I am hoping to get atleast two of the papers done and one of the presentations if not more by tuesday. After class on tuesday i am heading off to brittany's for a few nights to ang out with her and the boys. I am so excited because i never get to spend time like that with them and its pretty cool. theres only 2 more weeks of classes now before finals and that means its getting closer to christmas. Its only 33 days and a wake up until hes back. We both are getting very excited. It has been hard and i worry about the nine months that he will be gone after christmas. We will see what happens

Things are finally getting better

Ok so Yesterday was a great day. The first day that finally went good since Steve has been gone. I got accepted for my internship next semester which was so awesome. Then Steve moved from Mississippi to Louisiana. Rumor was that he wouldnt get phone service but he does so i am blessed with that. And then i had a great night at work. My stress level is way down and i am so glad for tha. Its not much longer till Steve gets to come home. Only about 39 days which is so exciting. I can not wait. Things are starting to turn around and I am thrilled. I also have a new nephew and he is so adorable. I am blessed with such handsome nephews and a beautiful niece. They are so wonderful. I learned that i really need to start relaxing more. I am just really glad that my mood has changed because i was pretty bad there for a while.

The Days go by

Steve is doing really well. He is ready to come home though. He misses everyone....mostly me lol. Hes been doing a lot of training and has long days. He just left to go out to the field for the next four days so i am not sure if he will be able to call or not which really sucks. I am staying really busy with work and school, i think i am working myself too hard though. I am always tired and im starting to get sick i think. So steve told me to cut back on my hours at work. Other then that things are going good. My best friend Becci had her baby a month ago and she is so adorable. On top of that my sister is due to have her baby boy very soon which i am so excited about. In a few months shannon will have her baby too.... so many cute babys. I must say that my neice and nephew are the cutest kids ever. Well i am going to go to bed early for once.

Busy Busy Busy

So between work and school i am staying pretty busy. I have alot going on but it doesnt keep me from thinking about Steve and missing him. Its really hard not having him here and its not getting any better Only 79 days until he gets to come home for christmas and i can not wait well im off to bed good nite

Lonely

It has been a while since i have gotten on here. I have been busy with school and work. It has been very lonely without steve. I knew it woul be hard but i didnt think it would be this hard. I am excited however because i didnt think i would see him again till christmas. But fortunitely the military is holding a picnic so friday i get to see him for a few hours. I am relly excited to see him however it is going to be hard to say goodbye again. I just pray that the next few months go by fast. So far it has been slow and its not fun. I can barely sleep at night and im exausted everyday.

One Week to go

So Steve gets to come home in a week but only for a few days. I am so excited. I miss him so much. It is so hard to sleep with him gone and i hate being here alone. I hate this so much.... I just want everything to be over. Things arnt the same without him. Hes my world and my life and without him here theres nothing.

Steve Left Today

So Steve left this morning for his unit for a few weeks. We still dont know if he will have leave before he fly's to Mississippi on the 20th. I am praying that he gets to come home... even if its only for a few days. I am having a really hard time with everything already, but i am trying to be strong for him. I don't know how the next year will go for me and steve. I am hoping it goes by fast so that everything can be over. I just want him back home.